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queefnasty: 808sandkanye: In Ye We Trust that outfit is...

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 23:03:38 -0400

queefnasty:

808sandkanye:

In Ye We Trust

that outfit is horrible

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Tue, 14 Aug 2012 10:50:15 -0400

makemestfu: Wanna make your dashboard alive?

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 10:43:07 -0400

makemestfu:

Wanna make your dashboard alive?

“With her eyes to the ceiling and the needle in her brain,...

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 10:38:14 -0400

“With her eyes to the ceiling and the needle in her brain, he looks back into the crowd wipes the blood and then explains…”

God Bless...

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 11:47:12 -0400

you.

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Sat, 11 Aug 2012 07:55:15 -0400

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Sat, 11 Aug 2012 07:54:07 -0400

Just another day in the life of...

Fri, 10 Aug 2012 22:58:00 -0400

Right now is just a venting moment.

I would just like to say fuck the girls on 16 and pregnant. You get impregnated and get rich because of that? Find real fucking work. My mother has had 4 back surgeries and 3 months, working her part-time job and still waiting to go back to her full-time job to not have enough to pay bills. You gotta be fuckin’ kidding.

Not only that but we can’t afford food and God bless my aunt who cooks for us and lets us pick up the food.

The cable, house phone and internet is going to be cut off next week.

My car broke down and I need a new alternator get it started again and don’t have enough money.

We might lose the house.

I don’t wanna live here anymore.

…but no I’m not complaining. The list still goes on but thats all I will put on here. If you get everything paid for (your car, car insurance, laptop, college, etc.) and complain, well guess what….FUCK YOU. I clearly don’t give a fuck who you are. If you whine like a fuckin’ puss yet get everything given to you and don’t do anything but expect shit from your parents or whoever your a complete dependent dumbfuck.

Work for what you got, shit like this makes you a better individual. It’s bittersweet. I don’t want my mom going through this, my bank account is declining and I can’t help out because I have shit I have to pay and debt to get out of. Not only that, but I don’t make enough.

Haven’t had a vacation since about 2005. People going away during the summer and spring break, guess what I have been doing. Working. I don’t get the luxury of having other people taking me on vacations. I really need to get away.

I don’t wanna see anybody. Not even my best friends. Nothing against them, I just need me time. I needa get myself together.

I ain’t worried about sex, women, weed or alcohol. I have priorities. I have to get myself out of debt, I need to find happiness, I need to help my mother, I need to get outta this depression.

I have not been happy for a year now. People say I come off as the most positive and happy individual. Well guess what, I try not to show it.

If you pity me your fuckin’ stupid. I’m not here to be felt sorry for. I’m a man, I handle mine. Make sure shit gets done and try to not let it happen again. Alot of what I have was from me, not my mother, not my father but me.

Theres no need to ask them for anything. They earn their money so let them keep it. My mother does enough by paying the bills and letting me live in this house called home.

But home I’m feeling right now, it just seems like home is the bed that I sleep in. Nothing more. Sadly but reality.

Its the gym that keeps me sane and a POSSIBLE prosperous future. Seeing this helps me grow as a person. Yeah, I won’t lie it does get to me a little when people have nicer things than me, but it feels better that I’m doing shit for myself.

My parents didn’t pay for my car, don’t pay my car insurance, don’t pay my credit card, my dad just helped me in 2 college semesters as every other semester was all me, and damn sure won’t pay my shit.

Now because of this I’m looking for a 2nd part time job.

If this pans out I will have 6 days a week of work, 4 days a week going to the gym, 5 days a week of school, 1 day a week of volunteering and in between need to study and possibly have a social life. Try to juggle that.

No, I don’t want to do that but guess what, I have no damn choice. If i want to get myself outta debt its gotta be done.

And if I want to help my mom out I gotta get this done ASAP.

Also, it does bother me when I see couples at times. Its been 4 years and one month since I’ve been in a relationship. I’ve had the worst luck in the world when it came to love. Haven’t found it…ever.

I don’t know whats wrong with me. Or is it them? Whatever

I’m in college to become a physician assistant, I go to the gym 4 days a week, I work as a part-time bank teller, I’m a full-time student, I pay all my shit myself, I volunteer at a physical rehab facility, and I ask no help.

I find true happiness when I’m a patient in the ER. Yes, unorthodox. Very unorthodox, but true.

God is with me.

Thanks for your time.

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Tue, 07 Aug 2012 13:09:03 -0400

Why is it that...

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 13:01:57 -0400

my lyrics seem to make so much more sense and concrete in times like these?

gettingfitandthin: q

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 13:00:56 -0400

gettingfitandthin:

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“still ain’t got time for a bitch that be...

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 11:32:05 -0400

“still ain’t got time for a bitch that be actin’ iffy.”

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Mon, 06 Aug 2012 11:27:21 -0400

perfectnigger: ill reblog my wife again :-)))

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 22:52:23 -0400

perfectnigger:

ill reblog my wife again :-)))

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Sat, 04 Aug 2012 22:52:10 -0400

heyfunniest: -knock knock. —who’s there? -freedom.

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 22:50:45 -0400

heyfunniest:

-knock knock.

—who’s there?

-freedom.

gettyimages: Oscar: Oscar Pistorius of South Africa competes in...

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gettyimages:

Oscar:

Oscar Pistorius of South Africa competes in the Men’s 400m Round 1 Heats on Day 8 of the London 2012 Olympic Games at Olympic Stadium on August 4, 2012 in London, England.

Photo by: Paul Gilham/Getty Images

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queefnasty: 808sandkanye: In Ye We Trust that outfit is...

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makemestfu: Wanna make your dashboard alive?

“With her eyes to the ceiling and the needle in her brain,...

God Bless...

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Just another day in the life of...

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Why is it that...

gettingfitandthin: q

“still ain’t got time for a bitch that be...

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perfectnigger: ill reblog my wife again :-)))

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heyfunniest: -knock knock. —who’s there? -freedom.

gettyimages: Oscar: Oscar Pistorius of South Africa competes in...